8.My Own Catastrophe
I never felt, my whole, alone
Crippling all excuse, my will, divides
And I never felt, the way to be
And I never felt, my eyes to see
My memories and pretend bad dreams
Ten years gone by, as I beg on my knees
And I never felt, the way to be
And I never found, my eyes to see
My own catastrophe
I'm stuck in a rut
God, I keep messing up
And I can see the way you're looking at me
I'm stuck in a rut
And you're wondering where I'll be
And I never felt the way to be
(My own catastrophe)
And I never found my eyes to see
(My own catatsrophe)
The so well deal is
I'm waiting for my day
(My own catatsrophe)
The so well deal is
I'm waiting for my day
(My own catatsrophe)
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